My husband left me for a nother woman,he met her on a job out of town?

he met her on a job out of town ,divorced me after 24 years married her they now live in our old hone ..and acts as if i have the pleage or something i waited on him hand and foot ,thought he was gold i,i raised his son, loved his his son and family,i'm disableled cant even feed myself ..but still live for the day i see his number on my phone...dont no what i will do but that was my life my yard snd all my neices and nefewes i called him 1 time ,,i just went throught 2 back surgerses back 2 back ..i called himm 1 dat and cried telling him i was starving ,,,he said he was marride nowand i should finLESVE THEM ALONTd someoneto reed me...he wasntn't and still to this day..i'd give anthing for him to aconage me i good go on all nighti still love him...nd wanr ba,,i i soth think te