I hit a women in the grocery store because she called me an and im tired of getting rejected by women?

I was in line today at the store and this women comes up and say excuse me can i please load my stuff on the belt rudely. I said go ahead, she said you need to move, i said you have enough space, then she called me an hole, i am already pissed with women as it is and it just boiled over to the point that i just fuking hate women so fuking much from all the rejection in my life, so i just snapped and socked her dead in her face and broke her nose, now she is pressing ault charges on me,, I just fuking hate women and now i even hate them more.. Is there any cles i can go to to control myself when i'm around women, i just turn cold and mean toward them, is there a rehab or clinic i can visit? Thanks.